this is the life

Ever since I have been here i just feel pure joy. I wake up happy. I go to bed happy. I love it here in Connecticut. I love how it looks here, I love that it starts getting light at 5:30 a.m. I love how it can be cloudy rainy one second and then the next it is beautiful and sunny. I love our house. I love that the girls are so darn happy here and there is lots for us to do everyday. Most of all I love having our complete family again. I dont feel stressed here which is rare for me. I get excited about each new day that God has given me and that is how it should be. We shouldnt dread waking up but be thankful for each bright new day that we he has allowed us to wake up to. I love trusting in the Lord for all our needs. A year ago some days I would think "does God hate me?" seriously, HORRIBLE thought. But I know as Christians our valleys are lower and mountains are higher. Sometimes it takes being in your darkest night to realize "ok i need to trust HIM to lead me where HE wants me. Not my will but HIS. If we just realize to wait for his timing then the blessing will overflow and I am living proof. For once we dont have to worry about what bills are going to be paid and how dim our future looks. I feel like we are finally on track with our lives. We are where God wants us to be not where everyone else wants us to be. I'm going to take each day with a grain of salt and enjoy every second with my husband and kids and trust God to lead us wherever and whenever he so desires. I just want to give him thanks for everything he does because i'm living proof that if we trust him then he will bless you beyond belief!!!!


~The End